Raya Aidiladha 2012

.: Bismillahirahmanirahim:.

Hmm..

Bahang penat balik kampung masih terasa...ape taknya..
 12 jam duk dalam bas semalam..sangat..sangat..sangat..sangat seksa..
dgn jalan jemnya..dgn bisingnya.. bayangkan.. 
biasa Kota Bharu-Kuala Lumpur yang 8 jam tu dah kematu kite dibuatnya..
apatah lagi ni yang 12 jam...

tapi.. tu blum kira 14 perjalanan waktu waktu balik dr KL-KB..14 jam kott...
cam balik oversea jelajah benua asia ==".. 
naseb je balik naek kereta Pak Do (pak cik ku)  balik bersama2 ngan abe e.. qayyum..amie ngan sorang lagi kawan qayyum.. crowded kottt.. 
naseb baek amie dak kecik agi..x de la ak nak segan sangat duk dlm keta tu..

 tapi ape2 pun..alhamdulillah..selamat balik dan datang.. :)

raya yang sekejap!

tup2..dah kena keja.. ;(

x best!..

tapi ape bleh buat kan..

sampai kat stesen putra dalam kul 9 pagi..
nek lrt..sampai umah sewa..iron baru gi keja..mandi..terus masuk ofis..
kepala punya la rasa berpusing..
rasa cam duk dlm akuarium pun ade kot..sampai je kat opis ..
terus khusyuk wat kerja tanpa peduli kiri kanan belakang depan..
bertimbun la jawapnya pasal ari khamis sebelum raya ak cuti satu hari..

ari ni baru je rasa okey..bernafas seperti hari2 biasa..huhu..
sbb semalam tido punya la awal..pastu.. 
cam x nak bgn kan..klu x igt kena pg keja..maybe sampai tgh hari kot baru bgn..kui3..

Hmm.. masa ari raya tu.. semua adik beradik berkumpul kat umah..punya la meriah (rumah I time bile x meriah..kompem meriah punya..kekeke)..
lembu tumbang 2 ekor..alhamdulillah..
umah kitorang wat makan2 masa raya ke 2..
klu raya pertama..
rasanya memang teruk la condition ak..
bayangkan..kul 3 pagi raya sampai umah..kul 6 pagi da bgn..tolong2 sedia apa yang patut..
ptg tu ak pun selamat je ZzZzZZzzz.. 
ganti 14 jam ak yang terbazir kat atas jalan...
huhuhuhuhuhu..

Raya ke-3, kawan seperjuangan masa zaman duk maahad, 'geng kacip' ak selamat melangsungkan majlis perkahwinan..
huhu..sapa sangka alin da selamat diijab kabulkan dgn pasangannya.. barakallahulakumawabarahalaikumawajama a bainakumafi khair..
 klu igt balik cite zaman2 skolah dulu.. memang cam x pecaya..alin da jadi bini orang..
kui3..syabbas bette..syabbas!..

*turnakntahkapanmasanya..rilexdaheroeinxgaduh*

Hmm.. gitu je la cite serba ringkas..cam da tak tau nak tulis ape da ni.. 
maka..macam biasa..tanpa kehadiran gambar2 indah..
maka tak lengkaplah blog kite ye puan-puan-dan-tuan-tuan..
maka..jom layan gambar.. :DDDD

muka ghedho dan pasrah keta stuck tgh2 jalan on da way balik kota bharu..klu x silap ni area Becham(?)(eh..cam nama somewhere kat perak lak)..hentah la..on da way nak gi Merapoh.. jem x gerak2 ade la dalam sejam...tanah runtuh kabarnya..tp elok je kitorang lalu..x de yang runtuh pun..

malam raya kitorang bergambar reramai..konon nak tiru cam gambar masa kecik2 dulu la..tp..x de sorang pun nak mengtrollkan diri nampaknya..sume statik + control ayu dan hensem 360 darjah..haha

hadiah tuk ari perkahwinan alin...cuba teka mane satu nama aku??...huhu...op coz la yang nama ADAM tu..pasal masa zmn skolah dulu ak gile kat Adam AF2..huhu...eh..skrg pun maseh OK!

cuba teka mana pengantinnya..simple gile..sbb masa ni kitorang datang dah nak hampir asar..tuannya dah pun buang make up..pakai tudung biasa da..malas katanya nak make up bagai lps solat zohor..tak pa..tak pa.maintain cantik bergaya..kekeke

ambik berkat pengantin..kekekeke..mane tahu lepas ni giliran ak..kui3.. *calonpunxdeadeatinakkawingak*

kengkawan zaman skolah dulu...rasanya sume bujang lagi kot kecuali si alin..huhuuhu..kita tgk sapa yang dulu lps ni..kekekeke

"Sesungguhnya dunia adalah perhiasan, dan seindah hiasan adalah wanita solehah"

sampai kat kl, dapat berita kakakku yang ke 5 dah melahirkan baby pompuan... dan menjadikan ini anak buahku yang ke 24..hahaha..selamat ke dunia wahai baby..sian adam lokman abangnya..x de saing nak wat ajak bermain bola sbb asyik pompuan je..kekeke

dapat berita pada ari raya ke 3, pak cikku meninggal dunia..innalillahiwainnailaihirajium.. semua bergegas ke kuala krai ari tu jugak..tinggal la beberapa kerat yang bakal ke kl (mlm tu) x pegi kena jaga anak2 buah...

*so, ngantuk..nak tido..babai..*

Blended mood

.: In the name of Allah  The Most Gracious and The Most Beneficent :.

hmm..

I donno what my mood right now..

everything blend together technically..

why not..

today is first time in-a-relationship with internet in new house after 2 weeks I'm living here..hehe..just bought new broadband yesterday..P1 I had terminate it when I was at kelantan as no coverage at my place..lalala.... I just realize that my life is more meaningful if internet connection is around even though I'm not going it on purpose.. it just something that I need nowadays...haha (and I know I will less bored, but.. waste my time in front of this lappy soon)~..

So, I'm back :)

updating my blog even I know nobody cares if I didn't updated it.. but me..care..of course..coz..since I'm this old.. I am no more interested writing on my so called dairy..hmm.. just because, I got no more "dear dairy, today I saw my crush..bla bla..bla..".. 

that age was already end..haha..

ok..I'm just saying my mood is mixing just now right.....even you don't want to know why..I will just say it..~~~

lalala..who cares..haha..

Hmm..

actually.. 

I'm tired..

my eyes really tired..my legs too..

 but I can't sleep/ rest anymore after subuh prayer even I want (sometimes, it hard to change our biological body schedule right)..T.T

hmm..

yesterday, I was going to meet a friend (identiti dirahsiakan sbb beliau seorang yang pemalu~)..he is a good friend of mine when we was at uni a year ago.. so..since he came to KL working here.. we met.. haha.. listening to his story is my part time job I guess..haha..

so..it was nice to see him in no longer thick like playwood..haha..

I really don't know where should I bought him since I am not familiar with KL too..

Times Square was the first place I came with Atie and Kak Nisah 10 months back when I start working at KL..

So, that just only place I can drag him..haha....

so..we just went around every where and talk3..haha..

 I appreciate his afford searching for prayer schedule at internet before coming here..

so, he will automatic knew when he should let me go for zuhur prayer..;) 

Sometimes you re so sweet...kekeke..  

after meeting him at Times Square..at 4 something..

 I go to Kelana Jaya met kak Nisah,Incik Nick, Mashi and CT at OU.. so I and him say goodbye to each other at Dang Wangi stesen..

 till we meet again in another time :)

yess... again.. I expend my step to go Kelana Jaya for the first time..

ALONE..taking train..

woho!..feel so proud of myself..kekeke..

 but from KJ to OU..I lost RM10 paid for taxi =.="

It was a quite long time I didn't hang-out with them after going back to Kelantan that day..

I'm missing that moment too much.. 

Window shopping for stuffs..explore the width and height of shopping complex.. trying food at some restaurant when we start hungry.. 

and not left praying when Allah's calling us :)  

that's what I love when going out with them.. 

actually we got plan something about going makan2 at..err..forget that restaurant already =.=" but because Nick had another planning with his another 'Lepaking' gang..

so we (me, kak nisah, mashi and CT) and nick separate going to our next destination..

hehe..it is time to girl's rulezzz.. 

so.. we went to uptown Danai Kota as Mashi want to buy robe there..

but..

unfortunately.. 

the robe was MIA.. 

we round that uptown until I think I wanna borrow other leg to walk..haha.. 

but...Mashi in depressing not buying anything but in contrast.. 

we, kak nisah and me.. with unplanning idea.. just bought long skirts..haha.. 

I arrived home quite late but safe..alhamdulillah :) 

thanks to CT, our F1 driver for that..haha..

hmm..

aand today.. my mood actually in working mode as I need to finish some unfinished work..but because of technical problem..I don't think I can do it by today..

aarghh..jem jem.. I

 hate being dragged by this unclear-unsettle work..

but it one of my right now work..

so..u cirit or die.. 

i need to finish it or I'll be finished by bos soon...

huhu.. T.T

and again..

 because of this broadband..

I get to know that THW is champion for Piala MAlaysia 2012..  

 I feel ssoooooo great for THE RED WARRIORS :DDDDD...

yesss..entire world spreading that they did a good job last night and be a CHAMPION for Piala Malaysia 2012 beat ATM 3-2.. ..haha..

I know they are very talented football players actually...

and all people acknowledge it too..even me who not-really-football-fan..ngee.. 

I feel so excited when ever I saw TRW's fans celebrating the victory.. they are so creative!

 I feel so good born as kelantanese..

 If I were one of THW member, I will be touched with their supports..

 and I think it is one of the reason why football in malaysia increase day by day..

it is because of fans support.. :)

and again..

when I saw basket that was full of unwashed clothes... 

I feel likee....Argghhh back..huhu..

That was a fate being me~~~..

somebody.. 

who wanna buy me a new washing machine.. 

that one is semi auto that I donno how to use 

T.T.. 

I rather wash my clothes by hand than use it..but..

when it become like mountain.. ottokeyo???~

~~~~

Ialsoboughtsomethingthatireallywant..butsaddestpartidonnohowtoplayit..

interframe like a boss!

.: Bismillahirahmanirahim:.

hehe..ni gambar nak ckp lame..x de la lame sangat..ade la dlm bln 5 ari tu mase wat Garage Sales..

sbb ni gmbr dr kamera fidi sbnrnya..jd lmbt la smpai kat tgn..

ak amik ngan kak nisah..simpan dlm externel..

ak bknnya selalu pun bukak externel tu.

.jrg2 time boring2 je ak tgk balik ape yang ade dlm tu..

pastu terjumpa la deretan gambr ni..huhu..

ni group orang lain sebenarnya ni..

tp cm biasa..x leh lepa dgn kamera..

mesti nak interframe baeeekk punya..

haha..

1. diorng ready nak tangkap gambr group..kumpul reramai..

2. haaa... tetiba nampak kemunculan kepala lutut seseorng..

3. ok..dgn muka tak besalah duduk bersimpuh kat tepi tu...tanpa perasaan bersalah..lalala..diorang pun cam x kesah la kmunculan budak tu kat tepi tu..haha

4. eh..eh.. tak puas ati muka x masuk td..so..ni kire masuk muka la..haha

5. x puas ati.. masuk separuh x jd ni..kna masuk full..tp cedih..kena lindung kat kirin..

6. cakkk... hohoho..diorg cam x kesah dak pakai baru kuning tu kat blakang..eh..sejak bila kirin tinggi ni..ct pun join skali nampak nya..haha

7. yess..ct berjaya di buang ke tepi (x masuk gambr)..tp aku...berjaya jd sebahagian dr group ni..keh3..misi interframe like a bos BERJAYA !!

hehehe... dikala hijau memenuhi ruang..ade gakkk sorang yang kaler kuning menyemak dengan muka x bersalah..huhu..maafkan sayaaa..

Working Life

.: Bismillahirahmanirahim:.
 

Hmm...

Real working life is coming now..
be well prepared and always have faith in Allah.. 

O Allah...please hold me tight to You as I really know that
I'll lose direction if I happen to  against You..

Bismillahirahmanirahim... 

Don't let me feel alone even a second
when I feel I have nobody to rely on..

Amin..

That person

.: Bismillahirahmanirahim :.


     hmm..
    I do miss somebody.. missing so bad..somebody that give me a color to my life during my struggling time when I was at matriculation Kolej Mara Kulim several years back..

    For me.. that person brings a lot happiness to me when I lost a trust in friendship with other person.. we were not so close at first even that person was my cube mate.. I really appreciate that person to be with me when I was too weak handling my schedule being a person, a student..a dorm caption..a assistant monitor, a assistant of sport club ect..It was so hard because during school time, I never involved with that kind of stuffs..but to be with her..listen to my mumbling, my crying was the best part of life.. and everyone in the dorm knew how close we were..

     Every day.. I spent a lot of time with that person even our class were different.. but lucky we were at same course.. science physical. When outing time, we always going to pekan Baling or Bukit Mertajam together..always make any plan together.. yes..of course, besides me.. that person had another bestfriend from her class.. and I don't really mind about that coz I know I was not the one who close to her first and, it was her choice to be friend with anyone.. but me.. yes.. I maybe had another friends.. but.. not too close as I got close to her.. yes.. I'm kinda person who not going to get close with anyone when I already had mine one.. ( I think cik yang knows how I'm exactly )

    Too much story we shared together, not left fighting for small thing.. and it really was a stupid reason why we fight until 2 days we didn't speak to ourselves.. and it was a big problem to me..everything i did, nothing was correct.. until one night I can't hold it anymore and face her.. we apologized and after that we close like always..

    For me, that person is really clever and smart one. For mathematics or physics, she can score with good mark in every exam she took, but for me.. if I study well, I got a well.. but if keep busy with stuff..sorry to say.. I can't make it well..

   But, after we went to different university, me went to UMS and that person to UM, we became stranger to each other.. or maybe my mistake.. always ignore a call from her since my phone that time really had problem.. and me always forgot to call her back..

  I always think the way to get close back to her.. or if can't get close too tight.. at least still keep in touch.. I know she loveeee korean stuff like me.. and I try to use it as starting to keep in touch to her..  but.. effortless.. nothing happen.. and this make me so sad.. I feel like I really lose her.. when she ignore me on facebook.. sobsobsob..maybe she really forget me..I really sad as I can't explain how the feeling was..


Ainnn... I really miss you..the old of you.. and I'm really sorry if I ever break your heart..
sob sob..sob..

Ain, achik,mila, ina, syaza and along

The Pirate Of Tawakkal.. miss you all..

lady boses.. during annual dinner KMK..

and.. after looking to the pics above.. I think I really miss all of them.. Ain of course the most I miss right now.. May Allah bless us and meet us once again..


sincerely,
Ada, ur ex cubemates

Job offer

.: Bismillahirahmanirahim :.

Alhamdulillah... syukur padaMU ALLAH atas limpahan nikmat dan kasih sayang pada hambaMu yang kerdil ini....

Guess wat??!..

aku dapat job offer yang x disangka2 aku dpt..

instead of being CU (content Uploader), I become a CP (content Personnel)

*smile*

yang pasti CP ni up skit dr CU..klu 3 bln lps aku work just only as CU..tp x sngka.. dpt tawaran jadi CP plak..

yeeppp... kompem korang pun x tau ape jenis job ni kan..huhu..

yela..klu dulu..mase study..nampak je course information technology, software, ICT apemenda yang seiras2 ngan komputer..mesti dlm kepala pls ni ak jadi programmer, software engineer, developer, technician, graphic designer.. dan seangkatn dgnnya.. yang mmg takkan tau la wujudnya position lain kan..huhu..

besa la..bleh ckp company SKALI SDN BHD ni company yang besar gak la klu kat malaysia ni.. so..patut la..nama pekerjaan yang x rasa wujud pun akn wujud kan..

hmm..sbnrnya mase exit interbiu tu.. Cik Airini ngan Puan Nora ade tnya sal berminat x kat position as CP ni.. mase tu ak ragu2 gak..tmbh2 lagi kitorang kna fight ngan several dak2 CU yang same kes (end contract) ngan ak ni..kekosongan time tu ade 3 je.. 2 kat klang valley.. 1 kat labuan.. ak compem2 la mls da nak gi labuan.. 3 tahun duk kat sabah rasanya dah ckp kot..mmg la rindu nak main2 kat sane lagi..tp tuk stay..hmm..camm.. x nak laa..huhu.. so..aku dgn yakinnya ari tu tolak dgn baek tawaran tu.. yang position as CU pun mase tu ragu2 gak nak trima sal kna blik HQ.. tp diorg suh ak pikei baek2 dulu sblum wat keputusan nak tolak..huhu..

lps interbiu sume dak2 ni.. dak2 yang apply position CP kena wat proposal presentation dpn interviewers.. sume dak2 yang dtg tuk exit interbiu pun kna ade skali sal nak penuhkan ruang kosong kat bilik meeting tu..huhu.. so kitorang bertindak sbgai client la kan.. kena komen2, suggest2 proposal diorg ni.. ade la dlm 5, 6 org yang present.. dan ak plak..sbb nak elak boring + tertido tak tntu pasal..ak pun byk gak la komen, puji presentation diorg..dah nak suh jadi client kan..so..jd la btol2..kui3.. klu x..da selamat da kot landing kepala ats meja meeting tu..satu agi sal.. bnda yg diorg present tu something familiar ngan aku.. about designing, about AI site tu..dll.. so..mmg syiok oh join sekaki..kui3..*padahal psl dia x present so sdp2 ati la kan komen2 org punya..huhu*

lps abes meeting.. cik Airini ckp nnti pape hal sal position tu dia akn gitau kat email.. ak pun redha je la jd CU kat HQ... kena pikei la mane nak tinggal pasni sal umah sewa yang ak duk dulu2 dah pnuh..sob3.. pasni x leh dah la bermanja ngan kak nisah..sob3..semua khazanah ak kat hometown kna angkut bwk dtg kl *huhu..x de la sume bajet bwk lori skrg*..naseb ak bek sal ade umah yang bilik dia kosong tuk disewa area dekat2 ngan office.. wpun mahal skit sewa dia berbnding umah sewa lama..tp at least yang ni ade katil, almari dll... plus ade nani aka dak spiker batch aku dan plus lagi..oghe kelate..lalala..~  at least bleh la jd pengubat rindu..huhu.. tp don't worri kak nisah.. kamu sntiasa di hatikuuuuu...huhu.

hm..ari isnin mase duk kat umah kat kg.. *sebenarnya masuk opis ari isnin 1 hb..tp ak postpone mintak masuk next week sal ak nak kemas2 brg2 dan settle keja2 yang x settle lagi kat sini*.. cik airini skype ak tnya berminat ke x lg offer as CP tu..err..akuuu... hmm.. ade pikei gak sal tu lps abes presentation ari tu.. memandangkan bnda2 yang diorg present ari tu something yang ak tau..cam nyesal x grab je peluang present ari tu.. :( 

ak gtau la dia yg ak x ykin la jadi CP.. tp dia gtau ak yang ak ade talent tuk jd CP sal mase present ari tu ak tau nampaknya selok belok kerja CP tu..usihh..rupa2nya ak nyampuk2 tu bkn nyampuk sampah.. ak sengih je dpn skrin laptop mase tu..hehehe ;)

so..ak pikei2..hmm..mungkin ni peluang ke 2 tuk ak lagi maju ke hadapan..so..ak pun cam yakin je ak bleh jd CP..so..ape lagi.. ak pun setuju la..asl jgn letak ak kat labuan sudaaaa...hew3.. ku tiada sapa2 suda sana..

hmm.. mungkin rezeki ku kat kl sane.. who knows kan.. Ya Allah..tima kasih Allah atas rezeki ni..di zmn ekonomi x menentu ni..kau berikan ak peluang utk berdikari mencari sumber pndapatan sndiri seusainya ak tamat pengajian.. sgt2 bersyukur...:D