i'm sorry, friend!

.: In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and Most Beneficent:.

 A girl proposed to a boy, he rejected. She was not sad. His friends asked her, Why she didn't feel sad?
Girl: why should i be sad? I have lost someone who didn't love me, But he's lost someone who loved him.

Dear my so-called most closest friend,

Sorry for the complicated thing I made last night

Maybe I just only the one who was selfish

or maybe me the one who can't handle any heart broken if I just let it happened again like before

live in insecure relationship that you called friendship!

yes,

you were too nice to me

too nice until I felt so confused about my own feeling towards you

why..why..

why you drive me crazy like that?

I'm sorry friend

for the rush decision I made without using my brain

all I made was guided by own heart beats

maybe I was too afraid losing you in other time

just like before.

I know

it was hard for you to accept it

but it was harder for me too!

but friend,

i will never ever dare to erase

all the memories that we created together in these months

it was our good time that we share together 

that will make me always remember

I once had you in my life.

I'm sorry friend,

in these time

I didn't accept any boy as my so-called close best friend

coz I don't want to..

and I prefer to have no one

coz I want to make it special for the 

guy who will be mine soon.

sound childish right??

yes..that is me..

I hate to fake this feeling

that why I want to tell you the truth..

sorry again..

till we meet again soon in more blessing way!

" Janganlah kau mainkan hati ini, jika hanya untuk mengisi kebosananmu..

 kerana aku tidak pernah sekalipun mempermainkannya..samada hatimu atau hati lain.."